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[16 Sep 2003|11:06pm] |
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o.a.r. >> hey girl |
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hush little baby, dont say a word
id like to give you everything that you deserve
i'll give you my heart. give you all my soul
you can have all my moeny if youd like you can have control
in my mind i miss you every night that you're not here
i just want to sit around your life and breathe your air
and if i cannot have you i just dont wanna live
oh i got so much i'd like to give
hey girl come with me and let yourself go
hey girl come with me and let yourself go
just let yourself go
my baby, my darling
just let yourself go
i need to know
my sweetie, my lovely
id love to let you go
but i'm coming back for you and i'm walking through your door.
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[04 Jun 2003|02:32pm] |
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i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick
with you my darling
in case you haven't heard
i'm sick
and tired of trying
i wish you
would take my radio to bathe with you
plugged in and ready to fall.
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[04 May 2003|11:34am] |
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 enthralled |
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she fixes her lips they
always look perfect
never a smudged line
never too much
i try on my blue shirt
she told me she liked it
she wonders where I went
she knows knows just what she'll wear
she always wears blue
so sneakers or flip flops
i'm starting to panic
remember she asked you
remember to breathe and everything will be ok
alright.
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[18 Mar 2003|03:16pm] |
Woke up yesterday with you on my mind
So afraid of running out of time
So come around again
and I'll show you what I mean
And you can tell me
exactly what you need
And we could talk all night (and we could talk all night)
and I will sing you lullabies (and I will sing you lullabies)
Not in every arrow now pointed straight at your heart
Sorry for the time I said too much
I was so afraid you would fall out of touch
And we could talk all night (and we could talk all night)
and I will sing you lullabies (and I will sing you lullabies)
Not in every arrow now pointed straight at your heart
So come around again, so come around again
and we could talk all night, and we could talk all night
So come around again (so come around again)
So come around again (so come around again)
and we could talk all night,(and we can talk all night)
and we can talk all night
And I will sing you lullabies
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| boys like you are a dime a dozen. |
[01 Mar 2003|05:30pm] |
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i'm such a girl right now.
he's such a pretty boy. a little too pretty if you ask me;)
it would be perfect if i didn't have deathly back cramps.
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| you want it too. i want it too. |
[16 Feb 2003|02:29pm] |
this may be the last thing that i write for long
can you hear me smiling when i sing this song
for you and you only
as i leave will you be someone to say good bye
as i leave will you be someone to wipe your eye
my foot is out the door
and you can't stop me now
you wanted the best
it wasn't me
will you give it back
now i'll take the lead
when there's no more room to make it grow
i'll see you again
you'll pretend your naive
is this what you want
is this what you need
now you end up let me know.
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[09 Feb 2003|07:53pm] |
why cant i feel anything for
anyone other than you
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| no one wants to be alone. |
[05 Feb 2003|09:31pm] |
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pete yorn >> lose you |
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lose one with no guarantee?
lose two with an absolute guarantee?
i'm not evil, i swear.
i thought i was over this in june. and then september. and then december. and then now. i lied. i'm not.
you're only digging a deeper hole for yourself. every day that passes is one more day closer. you are not happy. don't sacrifice your happiness for your social life.
grow some balls.
there's a thing called freedom. i bet you'd like it. i bet you'd like it with me, too.
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[12 Jan 2003|03:47am] |
and missing each other too
much to have had to let go
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| iwanttomakeyourkneesweak. |
[06 Jan 2003|11:44pm] |
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alkaline trio >> nose over tail |
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crack my head open on your kitchen floor
to prove to you that i have brains
meanwhile tin men are led by little girls
down golden roads that lead to nowhere
fine time to fake a seizure
feel your mouth on mine, you're saving me
whatever happened to that silly dream you had?
i want to make it real
i'd love to rub your back
like a plane crash that never hits the ground
i fall in love with you
i'm nose over tail for you
your voice like the sound of sirens to a house on fire
you're saving me
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| youre everything. |
[05 Jan 2003|04:14pm] |
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lifehouse >> everything |
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i'm such a sucker for cheesy ass love songs.
i've definitely had one of the worst weeks ever.
i want to go to the wine bar tonight to see my love rich. i promise we won't run up a $300 tab this time.
thanks.
oh yeah. much music is so much better than mtv, but not better than mtv2. i saw the box car racer video, "there is." it's really good.
how can i possibly still smell like a campfire?!
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[04 Jan 2003|06:19pm] |
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shakespeares sister >> stay |
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really don't brighten my day anymore.
make me question everything you do.
make me sad.
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| loathe. |
[02 Jan 2003|11:39pm] |
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the used >> maybe memories |
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uh oh. i've been alone for about six hours. you know what that means. my brain starts to roll.
i looked at high school pictures. they were fun.
i looked at old memories of certain people. that made me sad. there's this picture of nick and i the day before i left for arizona for good. we're standing next to his truck and he had his arms around me. we looked like we hated each other. it was kinda funny. but really i had just been crying for a day straight.
i looked at pictures of lindsey, kristin, mandy and i. you can't help but wonder what you could've done. mandy's gone. she's been gone for two years. she shares the same god damn birthday. ever since i've known the girl she hated life. i feel like we were all she ever had, the only times she had fun were with us. she dreaded going home. she dreaded going to school. a lot of people didn't like her. a lot of people harassed the shit out of her. i hope they feel great knowing that they contributed to her putting a gun to her head.
i miss david. knowing that i have to talk to matt to get to david upsets me. i like to bitch at my mom for being a dumb girl and going back to people that hurt her in the worst way possible. i suppose that's where i learned it from. i know that it's hard to let go. i will learn someday. until then, my heart will get stomped on 2,653,764 more times by the same person.
i'm talking to bill. he's strange. he calls me sweetie. it's funny how much more i can tolerate him when he and katy aren't together.
i'm so fucking bored. i want to go back to school. and learn. my brain is lonely. my sister is cooler than i am. i picked her and her pot smoking boyfriend and jade up last night. we ate at in-n-out. i am hardcore with the 14 year olds. i'm all "nathan, you got a bowl dude?" my sisters all "erica, shut up!" in her valley girl tone of voice. hahaha. dude, i was totally serious. ok. i like to blab. maybe i'll go to bed. maybe i woke up at 11 and maybe i fell asleep at 4 until 6. ugh. tomorrow better be interesting. jessica better give me my id back or i will bust a cap in her ASS! aight. late.
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| rest in peace bust a move. |
[02 Jan 2003|03:30pm] |
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no doubt >> don't speak |
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the halls put buster to sleep today. i didn't even get to say goodbye:(
i bet toby is really upset. he has no buddy to harass. how sad.
who in their right mind would be a dentist? my dentist is creepy and calls me babe. he thinks he is so cool becasue he went to the same school as i go to. yay. whatever.
i'm getting ditched for nicole left and right.
i just want to eat subway but i can't. my mouth will not have it.
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[02 Jan 2003|11:25am] |
you're the words that come out easy and i am speechless
at best your star it seems to shine above the rest
you're the face before the cameras the smile i'd like to earn
the closest thing to perfect in a hollywood to burn
your the beauty that is deeper than than eyes can merely see
the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me and
i'd love to be the shoulder that you cry on and
i'd love to be the friend you call when things are great
you're the dream that hasn't ended and
i'm still anxious for rest your words they seem to hang above my head
you're the bud before the flower unfurls into full bloom
captivating beauty but it may be all too soon
you're the song that writes a story but
leaves a lot to read
the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me and
like i really deserve a chance to sit across a table and
tell you that i think you're wonderful and
i think you're something special i guess
this is my only chance to say i wish i knew you
because i'm sure you're wonderful
if i'd get to know you.
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